A poem that I wrote, but I don't remember why

Although, I am not very good at poetry, but this poem is appreciated by everyone, they bring different meanings to this poem, and I love to hear so many different interpretations. I would appreciate it if you gave your own interpretation.
This is a metaphor overload, so don't complain if I can't tell you the exact meaning, sadly even I have forgot why I wrote this

Looking Deep Into the Mirror

Does anybody remember the fucking laughter?

  

There's a pain that I feel, when I look into the sea, and the screaming of waves that keep crashing.

 All the time they feel the pain, but they come back again,and they never look back at the wide sea.

On a tree in my yard, there's a songbird from past, it reminds me how much I have lost it.

And I hate my 2 eyes, they keep telling me lies, but I know sometimes lying is forgiving.

In my street there is a girl, who wants to wear the pearl, but you know waves can never kiss the sea-bed

There'll be shine in the gold, if the sun gets too cold, and the sunshine will get us to living.

She is strong cos there's an oak, that will get her through smoke, but what happens when it sheds its own leaves.

Then the songbird does fly, when she looks at the sky, and her conscience will try not to give in.

There's only one side of wall and the wings would one day fall, then the waters will give up all dreaming. 

The rose will surely bite, if her thorns stay alive, and the red wine will live upto reason.

There are voices I hear, birds are dying in my dreams, and my knees are too weak to help them.

When you hum by her tune and you look at the moon, you will find soon that this isn't the real thing.

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My friends tell me that it is apparently derived from 'Stairway to Heaven', because of that fucking songbird, and a similar rhyme scheme, but let me assure you, I seriously don't know what this poem is about, and what Stairway is about. Most probably, this was about me wanting to do different things other than study, or me not wanting to take the blame for pissing everyone off. If you think I am faking it, then visit this link.